You blink, and realize years have gone by. Time marches on, and the sands — while not necessarily accelerating — draw more and more attention as the ever-expanding lower half greatly exceeds the remaining amount above.
And yet hope springs once more as a new year has recently begun. A chance to do, and be, more than before; the fresh canvas on which to compose and illustrate the actions of my life. Three words? Resolutions?
These past two weeks have been spent in some casual mulling over what possibilities are worth pursuing, accompanied by the stress over prioritizing and choosing. The old “desire for the answer“ever reigns supreme; perhaps part of my quest is to retrain myself in recognizing that questing for an answer is likely the more satisfying and lesser anxiety and frustration-producing orientation.
haha , sorry, “… is like a more satisfying… ” !
Sounds like I need to finally buckle down and read some Hiyakawa 1,2.
Speaking of reading, and choices, and priorities [riff here about current thoughts: what’s the [current] key, and what could follow, rather how to manage the interesting, ever-growing horde.]
But back to the topic — the website — at hand. What is this site, about; in what ways am I renewing / recommitting to its intent?
Originally, health.
But now, a surrender to the concept of balance. How “four square”3 of me, eh? Enough drafting for now…